Intimacy...

I don’t mean to be a bit much but... honestly I don’t feel like my bf is attracted to me. We haven’t made out since the first month we started dating. He never acts intimate or romantic towards me. Not even sweet loving looks. Occasionally he tries to sleep with me but no kisses or love just him trying to pull off my pants and do the deed. I don’t feel like he loves me even though he always says it (I don’t because I don’t feel his is true) and when I talk about it or try to he gets mad and says it’s not his fault I feel this way and he doesn’t know how to act because none of his relationships have lasted this long. He acts like a robot and then tells me I should just get used to it cause it’s how he is that he “doesn’t have emotions” and we never go on dates unless I take us and usually pay. I always have to make the plans or we don’t do it. I just don’t feel loved or appreciated and idk what to do. It honestly is making me so insecure and sad. There’s so much but I guess this is what’s really getting to me atm because I feel very ugly and unwanted. I just don’t know how to fix this or to make myself get used to it.