I think I am finally coming to terms with the fact that I am not having any more children. I got pregnant at 17 with twin boys. The pregnancy and birth wasn't too hard and our babies have been pretty laid back for the whole 14 months they've been alive. My husband and I talk about this all of the time and he tells me countless times about how he really doesn't want another baby. He likes kids. Not babies. And I've struggled with this. But I had a good talk with him last night (and a good cry, of course 😅) and really just let it all out. I think that I'll be alright. We are going to try and adopt a girl when our children are in kindergarten. I don't feel like my family is complete yet, and I would really love to give a home to a child who needs it. so that's my little story for tonight. I think I'm going to let go of the expectations I had for my life and trust that God has a bigger plan for me.