So here I am 15 weeks pregnant and I cant stop coughing, having fevers, ear infections. You name it I've had it. I do miss being with my kids. My husband has been with them since being in bed and I honestly feel bad for my kids becuz he gets frustrated so easily and I have had to find the strength to go yell at him regarding his attitude. My other kids are 8, 6, 3, and 9 months. I told him if he doesnt change his tune that he will be out on his ass and wouldnt know what hit him. That they dont deserve to be spoken the way he has been. My 2 younger children decided to wake up at 5:45am as they were the first to go to sleep last night and it was normally early then most nights. I know taking care of the house, kids and me has been hard for him, but hes doing all the shit I've done for only 4 days theres no reason to act out this way. He started telling me that he just wants me to get better so I can come back and do what I do normally. But once I'm better on my feet and able to do some things I most definitely going to talk to him about his role to this family.

He doesn't understand when I say that this is my last pregnancy and child. We will have 5 at home and my much older 3 do not live with me and his other 4 do not live with us. He thinks pregnancy is easy and that I have been through it all so what should I complain about. My 9 month old was suppose to be my last. This pregnancy has kicked me on my ass, I have a spontaneous rash, I break out if anything touches me, I have hyperemesis which it never got this bad with any other pregnancies. My spleen has been slightly enlarged and they are monitoring me closely. My husband pushes for 1 more after this and I have told him no, if he wants another one go find some whore, but not to return home. I have told him repeatedly to go get snipped while I'm still pregnant and he hasn't he thinks I wont get fixed but I am. I cant do this crap anymore. I want my own body back I'm tired of sharing it with tiny humans.