Boyfriend won’t be home for birth😔

I’ll be 6 months nxt wk and My boyfriend is going away for a few months and will end up missing the birth of our baby we both love so much already😔 I have a good support system in place for when the time comes but I can’t keep thinking about how sad I am at the fact that he’s missing the baby shower, the birth in July and then won’t be back home until around October! I needed to vent bcuz I try not to bring it up to him so much bcuz I kno it hurts his feelings knowing he’s missing out on that stuff too but damn this mama is down😢 he’s leaving us in a couple wks and I’m trying to stay focused so I don’t fall into a depression while pregnant. Smh