Think I lost my rainbow

Kate • 2 years of infertility, 3 miscarriages, 1 Laparoscopy, 2 d&c’s 😢 Rnd 1, 2 & 3 IVF - failed 😫 told donor is our next step then 💥 BFP Jan21 and baby boy 💙 Born Oct 2021 ❤️

Lost my first at 10 weeks in October, suffered through a chemical in late November and fell pregnant on my January cycle with my rainbow. Just under 7 weeks now and no foetal pole or heartbeat. This will be my second formal miscarriage and 3rd loss overall in just over 3 months. Have a follow up scan in 6 days to reconfirm the inevitable before I can have the pregnancy removed. Gutted doesn’t even explain.