All last year we tried and tried to get pregnant to no avail, so, I gave up. The mental toll of every negative test after a late period was killing me mentally. So I refused to consider pregnancy as an option, we want to foster later on anyway.

Now however we are actively looking into getting a house and away from renting. Because of that my mind started wondering to baby fever again whether I wanted it to or not. So now I'm getting nervous if this late period, 22 days today, but my body has been so irregular from the start I don't know what to think about it anymore. And now I can't afford a doctor to make sure and I don't want to buy a test just to get my heart broken again...

I feel so lost.