I feel a bit of a fraud being here, I've never lost a baby, in fact I've never even been pregnant, never seen 2 lines on a test. But my first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle failed last week, and I'm struggling to deal with it. We also had no embryos left to freeze, so are right back at square 1. I'm really feeling the loss of what could have been, and all of the hope I had.

I feel like I was quite naive thinking we had a good shot first time, I'm young and healthy, we have MFI but are using donor sperm so I felt we would at least get some good embryos out of our first round, even if our first transfer didn't work. I just don't understand. I even donated half of my eggs in my cycle, and hoped that might bring me some good luck, but nope.

We have our follow up consultation next week, I'm hoping they can give me some answers and some hope for a second round. Just feeling lost right now and confused about what I did wrong 😭