Utmost Anxiety

Madison

Guys I feel so stupid writing this post. I’m wondering if anyone else feels this way.

I am having so much anxiety this month about baby. Like is everything ok? Is she moving enough? According to her kick counts she is. But the movements are different and not as hard (I am 35+4). 2 weeks ago I was super itchy and was tested for cholestasis and it was negative. Turns out I am anemic. I take daily supplements and I feel better now.

I also stopped working and I’m bored. So she’s all I think about. I was working with kids on the spectrum beforehand so I was moving around a lot. I’m going to start doing some more tasks with my husbands business to keep my mind off.

I just feel stupid. Does anyone feel this way or has anyone felt this way in their last month?