Got my unexpected BFP today

Ariel • Sat, Mar 07

Literally just had a miscarriage in December at 5 weeks and today having some weird mild symptoms I said why not and tested! Well it was positive! I have many emotions but mostly scared... after that miscarriage im afraid that it will happen again. I felt more ready in December for some reason and I feel I should be ecstatic but I’m just not there... is this normal?