I genuinely always feel stupid around my boyfriend.

I feel like he doesn’t take me seriously. I can be clumsy and not always get his jokes here and there. We have good conversations but some way or another I always end up looking stupid but what I say or do. He doesn’t really judge me to my face but I know he’s probably thinking stuff.

It’s stupid stuff that happens. He always makes fun of me for spilling things and what not. Or yesterday my Apple Watch time was 3 hours wrong because I never changed it back when I got back from traveling and I was visibly confused and he just gave me a look.

It’s gotten so bad where I’m like maybe I should just break up with him because I constantly feel dumb around him.

I’m in the middle of looking for a new job and it’s taking awhile to find something I will like. He probably just thinks I’m an idiot who can’t find a job.

I was thinking of talking to him about it today? And just telling him how I feel......and that I constantly feel like I am being judged or that I have to try extra hard to prove that I am not dumb