So I’ve been planning a tentative shoot for when we conceive. Found put at 7/8 DPO. I’m 4W3D now. I found out March 2/3. But our PhotoShoot is March 23! (photographer I won a shoot w is only available then). I planned on telling my husband through a PhotoShoot (write on a whiteboard and turn around “words we love about each other” but mine would say something like, We’re having a baby!) — except that’s a little over two weeks away and I have no idea how I’m ever gonna keeps secret because:

• I’ve had symptoms everyday since implantation (sometimes gag reflexes kick in and idk how to keep pretending I’m just “tired from school and ‘stressed’” HAHHA

• I’m kinda emo/happy about this and idk how to contain or process since we dont wanna tell our loves ones until Mother’s Day weekend (a little over three months in)

• He’s my best friend! We dont have any secrets so this is SO hard especially as it’s not unplanned and or after several tries

• he wanted to know within a week of me knowing, but we changed the “plan” in that we would “test together” on the day of our shoot in the evening after our “fun day”, although he’d already know and we wouldn’t need to test

Should I plan something more intimate at home rly quickly and just forgo the shoot for later on in pregnancy? Ohh what to do hahah I’m so everywhere with my emotions and thoughts I can’t even begin to decide something especially since the person / and people I’d usually consult are in the dark hahaha #help