I’m originally from Ohio and just moved to Texas a couple years ago. I miss my friends and family but I’m usually ok with it. But as I get closer to having this baby it’s really starting to get to me. The friends I have here just arent the same...I’m not as close with them. If I moved I don’t think I’d really hear from many of them again.

When I went home for Christmas and had a shower it was so amazing to have al my friends together to celebrate our little girl. And 2 of my friends in Ohio just had babies. I don’t really have any mom friends here except for one. Obviously I have my boyfriend, but he’s an assistant principal and his school

Gets out late and it’s starting to hit me that after the baby is born, we won’t see much of him til the weekend.

Today it just got to me and I can’t stop crying. I’m sure it’s the exhaustion and the hormones but I just needed to vent it out somewhere.