Ladies I am having the hardest time with planning our baby shower. Honestly I know I’m actually not even supposed to plan my own baby shower but it’s like I’m overwhelmed with trying to match up to this vain idea that it should be a lot of ppl and extravagant. Unfortunately I don’t have a lot of friends and the ones I have I may have pushed away unknowingly. Ugh I’m just over it. I decided I didn’t want one. Am I crazy ?? lol I mean maybe it’s the pregnancy hormones but I feel alone emotionally during this pregnancy.