So I’ve only used this section to vent like maybe one time but I’m to the point to where I don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t seem to keeps friends. Every friend I get just seems to get tired and leave or they just stop talking to me for whatever reason. Like this current friend I’m having trouble with, we have been friend since my junior year in high school and I’m almost 20 now. She just seems to be distancing herself from me. She’s being short and she’s not telling me what’s wrong anymore. She’s just reading my messages and won’t respond for hours at a time. I feel like we are close enough for her to tell me when I’ve done something wrong and she just ignores that. And if I lose her then I don’t have anyone else. Which really sucks. I don’t have anyone who messages me and wonders how I’m doing or wants to see how my day was or someone I can vent to.

I do have my boyfriend who I’ve been with for over 2 and a half years but sometimes I just wanna have a break from him ya know? Maybe he’s what I need to complain about sometimes. I just feel alone and to add on to that I’m pregnant and I just feel like I’m going through this by myself. And it really sucks. I love my boyfriend with my entire heart and by no means do I want to replace him or I need more than just him but sometimes I just want someone else to talk to.. so if anyone wants to add me and message me feel free too. Obviously I’m open to having new friends.

Sorry this is so long but I am venting lol