You know I really thought this pregnancy was going to actually workout for a change. That I was going to have success. I experienced 2 missed miscarriages last year. Going through that was the most exhausting to say the least followed by the overwhelming feeling of failing. Well to my utter surprise I found out I was expecting after just one cycle after the most recent miscarriage. Oh and to my amazement turned out to be Twins!!! The most beautiful little specks. I tried to keep my feelings out of it, but I couldn’t. Well at my last ultrasound they couldn’t come up with the gestational age, but the yolk sacs in both babies were normal and both had fetal poles. Baby A seemed to have a slight flicker. But Baby B was hard to view so fast forward to the weekend. Well my symptoms just disappeared. I was still tired, my belly looked smaller, my boobs hurt significantly less. Today I had my ultrasound and well confirmed there was no heartbeat. So, my babies are gone. I’m devastated. But I know god has a reason for everything and it’s just not my time and I may never be. Good luck to all you beautiful mamas. I wish you all the best in your pregnancies!