My wife and now 26w 6d tomorrow 27wks its been a terrible journey ever since we found she is expecting.we got married last year

Im not counting ..but i must say i do help out with a lot of duties cleaning,ironing, cooking, laundry bathing her kids,(previous relationship) trying to bond with baby she refuses,wants to massage,moisturize her, offering her things its just been rejecting, she dont want me to sleep in one bed💔

4months been sleeping in different room even all over the December I have to sleep alone so painful I want every one to know am not complaining but to be honest I starts cracking me nowadays knowing I'm lonely deep down inside my heart..

We did plan the pregnancy but I dont know if its pregnancy hormones I understand sometimes its difficult I wil adapt but knowing everyday where I have to go sleep other wise I made peace with it I REALLY DONT KNOW WILL I EVER SLEEP IN OUR BED AS IT IS NOW EVEN THOUGHT SOMETIMES I ASK TO SLEEP IN OUR BED I JUST RECIEVE A NO AND I DECIDED NOT TO ASK ANYMORE.😭😖😔.

No goodbye or greeting hugs, kisses no sex its been refused..I long for a kiss or a hug.

What hurts me sometimes for example today is when her boss picks her up he gets a greeting kiss and a goodbye kiss but I dont get any...and it happens every time its brakes me inside but I accept and make peace inside even it kills me slowly💔

( I know the time I met her she used to work for them and used to greet him that way, I dont mind about it but when I want to greet or that when I go and come from work I dont get any..

AM I WRONG FEELING THIS WAY

I went for counseling but she dont want to go

I want some advice please any would help?

Does she still loves me?

Am busy dying deep down

Any guys going through all this pain?

IS IT ALL HORMONES?