So sick

I’m 9 weeks along and have lost 19lbs I’ve been throwing up every day can’t hold anything down. I got my picc line put in yesterday and start at home IV fluids tomorrow but I’m at home alone with my two year old and I can’t even take care of her I feel like the worst mom. I just want to feel better. I feel so sick 24/7 and I’m so sad. All I wanted was another lil baby cheese but this is taking such a toll on me. Any advice to get through? 😣😣