I go back in a week. I am so stressed out and starting to get depressed. I went through this with my first too, but this time feels worse. I think because with my first he went to a private sitter, my mil worked right next door to the Sitter’s house. This time we are using an actual daycare center, and it is 25 minutes away from everyone. I know I just have to get through to June and then I am off all summer, but it seems so far away. I am just starting to get anxiety about it. Plus, like my oldest, he is not taking a bottle still. Ugh I am just not sure I can handle this.