okay so next week I have a drs apt with another re. this will be the first time my husband is able to attend the first visit. I'm excited that he gets to be there but I'm mortified that he will know how much I weigh.. silly. I know.. we've been together for 14 years and I've always struggled with my weight. hes never mentioned it or made me feel any kinda way but idk why the thought of him knowing gives me anxiety. this last year I've really out on weight due to binge eating from depression from our long 8 year ttc journey. I know most people will say if I'm not comfortable with him knowing my weight I shouldn't be married or ttc... I know I sound silly. i just struggle so much with weight that it's a big deal. I've gone up to 216 pounds and I'm just mortified. he's around 175-180. and again he has never made my weight an issue. I just know my re is going to make it an issue and I just dont know how to deal with it. I've been binge eating due to anxiety, when I should really be trying to lose weight. I truly think I have an eating disorder because I will eat until I'm sick 😫😢 any advice?