TMI....FOR REAL

Sometimes I think I'm the only one that feels this way...and am a bit off kilter. But here goes.

Whenever my husband and I are getting the deed done, we usually use the pull out method as our birth control. It sucks and I understand the risks, but it is what it is.

Partly I like it because while I have to deal with the mess and wait for a rag to clean up, i dont have to worry about leaking or having a smell the next day even after I shower. Whenever he actually does let it loose in me, 1, it feels so amazing and 2, I feel closer to him. Like it's a sensual thing. Idk if it makes sense. Like according to my app, today I have a 6.4 chance of pregnancy. I'm wondering if it'd be worth the risk because that's ALL I can think about right now. Lol Plus he never expects me to let him come in me so it's an added bonus.

Funny how sex can make you feel some type of way.