I’m up in all of my feeling at the moment. A bit sad I should say. I just found out I’m pregnant. I have 3 other kids. 6,3 and an 11 month old. My husband and I were through with having kids. I was on birth control took it religiously and still got pregnant. Honestly I’m really scared to have a fourth child. I really am. I love my kids to death. My husband and I struggle now to find alone time or to even get out on dates. I’m all a mess. I could really use some words of encouragement. 😔