My youngest and oldest have different fathers, when I found out I was pregnant- I made her dad PROMISE she was going to help me, well here we are 8 months later and he has made me feel the loneliest in all the moments I needed him the most, Including I get up ALL night, and I take care of her ALL day. I didn’t really want another baby because my oldest was finally at an age so could do things here and there with some sort of freedom. I get no sleep, I never eat, I cry constantly because I feel bad that I am starting to seriously HATE him. I love my baby, but I knew what I could handle and one was PLENTY, but now here I am doing everything alone between two kids, house work, cooking, but he gets to sleep and play in the computer all the time. FML