I’m stupid

Me and my husband always fighting I been married for 6 years I never find happiness ever I have 2 kids from him I wish I didn’t

I was so wrong with my choose I wish I didn’t say yes I’m pregnant 7 months I feel always tired and can’t always do house work sometimes even if I’m sick or tired I get up and clean up to please him but never enough I’m on my feet all day cleaning up and cooking and looking after my first child today my husband tell me go wash the dishes so I did even when I’m really sick and having pains in my stomach and back he was so angry 😡 and hold the chair to hit me with it will I’m pregnant 🤰 I was so scared so I told him stop it I was cooking for my daughter and he hold a knife on me front of my child I had enough from this I don’t know who to talk to about this no one care about me dead or not