Jail and Beytral....

ey ladies, so I've been in a really bad place... recently my boyfriend, who I have been with for two years and we also have a 1 year son together, went to jail... I have fought with him by his side through this whole ordeal for over a year.... I have defended his name and even though being with him made me look bad do to the nature of his crime, I still chose to be with him. I took on his two other kids from a previous relationship and have been raising them since because their mother doesn't know how to be a parent. He asked me to be a stay at home mom for them even though I preferred to work. So that's what I've done his needs and his problems have been my whole life for the past 2 years... when he was sentenced to 2 years a couple of days ago I was prepared to stay faithful and wait for him. But when I went through his phone for the first time, I found messages.... he has been talking to this woman, for a long time. Calling her baby, saying I miss you, I want you, getting risque pictures from her. My heart instantly broke... I have been through hell with this man.. how could he do this... His excuses were the stupidest thing I've ever heard...

Any words or advice would be beyond appreciated right now... my world is falling apart and I have to keep picking up the pieces... ( I apologize for the long post)