Very frustrated ๐Ÿ˜•

This is my third baby and last baby and only boy. I have been told I have a anterior placenta and having a hard time with not feeling him. Iโ€™m almost half way and havenโ€™t felt anything. Finding it hard to enjoy this pregnancy when I felt my first at 17 weeks and my second at 13 ๐Ÿ˜ญ