Anyone petrified that their husband no longer loves them or wants them as much after baby? I know I’m in the blues stage but everything happened so fast for us that I wonder if I have made his life miserable. I wonder if I have ruined our lives by wanting to “not try but not prevent” getting pregnant after our wedding. I love my little baby boy so much but I feel like I’m mourning the loss of so many things. His birth turned out traumatic for me even if it wouldn’t have been for others and this week has just been such a struggle. I don’t know what to do but cry 😢😢😢