So in January I found out I was pregnant, the plan almost immediately was to terminate as there wasn't really any way we could have a baby. After I gave it some thought, as the clinic in my town took a couple weeks to get into, I ended up coming to the realization that I wanted to keep it. Of course that wasn't an option just due to circumstances in my life that I can’t change anytime soon, which I understood, but it obviously wasn't easy to accept the fact that I would have to lose my baby. Around that same time a few friends and family announced their pregnancies, or had their babies, which left me feeling quite empty. I always find myself being angry about what I did, regretting not trying harder to save my baby, and wishing I could do it all differently. After realizing how badly I had wanted that baby I can't help myself thinking I want to try again, but I know the outcome won't be any different, but now I feel like a part of me is missing and its all I can think about. Has anyone had a similar experience, or at least have some ideas of what might make this a bit easier?