Pregnant with 10 month old

Al

Welp, I found out last week I’m pregnant again. Thought I’d be more excited but I’m only feeling anxious about having an 18 month old and an infant at the same time 😳 I’m sure I’ll be happy once I’m further along and I always wanted them close together but I feel guilty for not being excited about this at all 😔 anyone else have two lose together? How did you cope with two littles together?