Not only was baby shower was cancelled for obvious reasons, but the paycheck I’ve been trying to get since the FIRST that was supposed to come in yesterday finally won’t be coming in until the TWENTY THIRD. I STILL haven’t been able to pay March rent because of this and now I’m going to be evicted on the 20th if I can’t find another $400.

I don’t know what the hell to do everything I’ve tried doesn’t work or I’m not eligible and I literally just want to die this is NOT how I wanted to bring my first child into the world.

Update: Our family car is now being repossessed.

I haven’t been able to work since December due to the complications with this pregnancy. I’m so lost.