Rough roads with my boyfriend (accused of cheating and feeling confused)

So I’ve posted about the rough patch me and my boyfriend were going through back in January when everything was happening and you ladies gave me great advice. So some background me and my boyfriend have only been dating for 7 months but we’ve been friends for over a year I think or close to a year (Idk tbh) he was my best friend before anything he has always been there for me (he helped through a breakup, helped get back on the dating field, helped with dates and getting and with finding a nice guy and helping me whenever I would start falling for an f-boy) he has always supported and been there for me and what I need. We dated for about a month or more (5-6 dates) before we became exclusive in August. Everything was fine other than helping him learn how to treat a girlfriend since I’m technically his first girlfriend and was in the beginning a bit controlling and very anxious we talked through each lesson he learned and things were great (he’s been my first everything basically) till January and we had a huge argument that was on and off fighting for like 2 weeks (he said some very hurtful things and I blew up on him after awhile) then he realized how he was in the wrong and things got slowly a lot better and we have started to be the same towards like mid February and I haven’t said I have forgiven him for January yet since I really want to make sure it won’t happen again and make sure I’m emotional stable again but yesterday he got really jealous like back in January and accused me of cheating and having friends with benefits and was really hurtful some reason I’m not as upset as I thought I would be just shaken up and have push progress back a bit. He was able to calm down and see how he was overreacting and apologized multiple times and I talked to him and how I think I really need an action again to see and feel that he really loves me and wants things to get better he agreed and we decided to go to bed and talk more later, so this morning i told him that I think it would be good if he talks to one of his friends about everything that has been happening especially since this morning one of his friends messaged him about a girl problem but my boyfriend was very adamant that he’s not going to do that and that he’s not comfortable with anyone else and that he’s an introvert and he can’t just talk to people and that he feels like I’m forcing and I got pretty sad just because I really don’t know what to do. What do U ladies think about everything and do I just have to let go of the whole I want him to talk to someone else about everything and respect it? (I know I have to respect and I don’t ever want him to feel like I’m forcing him o just don’t know what to do rn I feel pretty heartbroken and idk we both just got rejected from our top dream college but got into our second choice so we’ll be going to college together and idk rn I just feel like he hates me and feels like doesn’t love me and he’s been getting annoyed because o keep asking and saying that I know the answer and I do but idk I just really need the reassurance😔) also I’m sorry for how long it is I would really appreciate the help tho! Thank you!!