Cannot. Stop. Crying.

I keep reading all this stuff that says if a mother tests positive at the time of birth for covid-19 that her and the baby will be separated for 2 weeks. And it makes me want to seriously throw up. I only have 8 weeks or less until this baby comes. I am terrified of catching this. I can social distance myself but my boyfriend still has to work. Which then risks him bringing something home.

I cannot be separated from my baby for two weeks. What mother could be?! She will need me! How can they even legally do that?! I just want to wake up from this nightmare. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭