Can’t help but feel stupid

I’ve been TTC for over a year. This month my partner and I have really put a lot of effort in to get pregnant, I started on Blackmore conceive well tablets 4 weeks ago now, I had sex 5days in a row around my fertile period and now have to wait for the 2ww.

I haven’t been well, I’ve had pressure like cramps on my lower abdomen and headaches/dizziness and I know there’s no way I can have any type of symptoms but as much as i try to tell myself I can’t be having symptoms and not get my hopes up I can’t help it. I pray pray pray all the way to god that I get a bfp this time around

Please don’t say that I’m getting too desperate but I like to look at the Glow Announcements groups and look at all the positives people get and would do anything to be able to one day post in that group my BFP.

I feel like I’m an idiot for even thinking but please lord please 🥺❤️🌈🙏