So, I am a second year university student. I don’t talk to my high school friends anymore and my uni closed down due to the virus. I love it at my school - I get to see my friends everyday, I even enjoy going to class. This whole virus just abruptly changed my life and my routine and now I’m stuck home completely sad and, honestly, terrified. I have no friends here and I was already dreading the summer because all my friends from school live far away. Now my summer is extended and I have to do online schooling which is so difficult for me to have any motivation to do. I feel like my grades are going to plummet. I need a routine to feel sane. I need to be around people to feel sane. And I’m alone and won’t see my friends for almost five whole months. And I can’t get a job because of the virus either. I also suffer from anxiety and I am terrified I am going to die or that this will wipe us all out, I am diagnosing myself after the slightest of a cough. I just cried for the first time because before everything felt surreal and I was in shock - like a fever dream. I feel myself getting into a really really bad headspace. I know other people probably have it much worse but this is difficult for me and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how I can take months of this.