Wanna be pregnant but also not sure???

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So. My baby is almost 10 months old. I keep getting these extremely strong feelings of wanting another baby like right now but then there’s also apart of me that like wants to hold off but it’s just so confusing 😭 I know my boyfriend would be ready whenever. Part of me IS LIKE LETS DO IT RIGHT NOW and the other part is like I just want to love my one baby right now. Anybody else struggling with this? I’m just venting lol