Am I out .. period in two days.. so mad that I broke and took a test!

I got pregnant with my son while on birth control when I was in college. My husband and I were no where near ready but we made it work. It was hard and we struggled but we love our little boy more than life and we made it together as a family (everyone told us we would fail since I was finishing my degree and he was in the army)... it sucks that now we are completely ready for another baby.. financially , mentally, all of it.. and it’s not happening!