i’m currently 13 weeks. i suffered from a molar pregnancy two years ago that really really messed me up emotionally. i have a viable baby and everything is smooth sailing for now. i have no feelings about it anymore though. i’m 17 and terrified of the shit going on rn. everything in my state is closed besides the lose essential businesses. i’m scared as ever to leave my house because i’m asthmatic and don’t know how my lungs would do with the virus. i don’t look at baby things and feel joy. i feel so guilty about bringing another human into this world. i feel selfish. i cry all the time over how i feel nothing, no attachment anymore and i feel like i already taught myself i already “lost” the baby even though bean is still in there. is anyone else staying home for the 12 weeks? should i cancel any appointments between there? how do i cope i feel so so lost and scared.