Bittersweet

I'm feeling allllll the emotions guys. I need to vent a little. 3 days until we meet our twin girls and I'm feeling anxious, scared, nervous, excited, just all of it. We have a little one already and I'm so scared to be away from him for the time were at the hospital. I've never been away from him for so long. I wanted to do a final day just he and I but of course everything is closed cuz of this virus so we'll have to chill together at home. But I guess its something right? I'm absolutely terrified of becoming a mother of 3. I hope I can do it 😔 anyways wish me luck I have the weekend to prepare our lives for 2 more!!!