Sorry I just need to let this out of my system...

You do ovulation tests

You track your BBT

You chart

You baby dance like crazy

You even take prenatal vitamins

And fertlity drugs

But after two long weeks of waiting

BAM! There she is... again,

Her ugly face in full blast just right on time! —AF

Then you start questioning yourself,

where did I go wrong?

Will I ever see those two lines that I’ve been dreaming of?

Maybe its not meant to happen?

Maybe I will never be a Mom, ever.

But then, life goes on.

Back to square one

Redo everything again,

And pray that next month will be your month.

All of the waiting, the efforts, the disappointments, the heartbreaks

One day, Everything will be worth it.

One day I will bear a child. ❤️