Sex with an ex/bd

Well I've been having sex with my ex and I should have known better cause the first time he caught feelings and we got back together that may not happen seriously doubt it but I should have known better lol

I said if it's possible which I don't entirely believe and I'm ok with the no commitment I didn't want to marry him and I tried several times to break it off which is why I said I want to run for the hills in case he catches feelings again cause it's been 5 months and I've moved on but that thought in the back of my mind scares the shit out of me and you don't have to commit just because you're in love, love is not enough sometimes and you can be in love with someone and choose it's best to not be together there are a lot of ways to love someone and sometimes it means letting go even if it hurts

@kayla refresher of what I said it was all getting too jumbled together