Ok guys this is just a vent here. Me and my husband been together for 5.5 years. Been married for 4. This last year I found out he was cheating. We worked through it sorta.... anyways our marriage just isn’t the same anymore. I love the man don’t get me wrong but I’m not 100% in love with him. I’m more like 50/50. We have good days and bad. Ok here’s the messed up part of my life right now. I’m at waitress at a restaurant and there’s this dad and son that comes in. I met the dad first then a few weeks later met the son. They come in everyday I work and have me wait on them. If I’m not working they don’t come to the restaurant. They both know I’m married. Well so me and the son is getting close now. Telling each other everything life related, sharing music, movies, etc. Pretty much we are getting to know each other...but it honestly feels like we are at the beginning stage of dating. One thing with this dude. He’s going through a divorce right now. So it’s not like “hey you get a divorce to and hopefully we both can have a good marriage together kind of thing” I don’t know what it is.

Y’all just don’t know how much mixed feelings I have. Like the guy told me he’s favorite part of the day is when he comes sees me (5 days a week for 1.5 hours). Like wtf. What am I supposed to say. I’m kinda (I am ) crushing on him. And his dad sees how we interact with each other. Ughhhhh. FML for realll. Before the son came around, me and the dad just had normal conversations throughout his lunch and now we don’t talk because his son wants all my attention. AND THE DAD IS JUST LETTING THIS HAPPEN. LIKE HELP ME OLD MAN!! Tell us to stop. Ok that’s it for now. Byeeee