Why don’t they want me. My parents don’t want me and I can’t take it. My mom told she wish that I was dead. My dad said I was a disappointment. I can’t take it I have a lot of mental illness and I’m really depressed and than she want me dead she told me to my face and I tried. I feel lost like I don’t belong. I stop taking my meds they make me feel weird. And I didn’t want to get addicted I got into drugs and stuff when it I got to hard. And I’m I smoke and I cut but I need to stop I need some advice please it to much