Hey guys idk where else to talk to people about this but I feel like talking to some of you guys might make me feel better. I found out I was pregnant when I was 3wks3d and had blood drawn the next day which said my hcg level was 48. Then 2 days later it was 266. I went in Monday for my first ultrasound early because I’ve been having some pretty mild cramping. They’ve been bad ever since my laparoscopic surgery for my ruptured ectopic in Sebtember where my right tube was removed so they wanted to get me in early. I’ve also had what my doctor thinks is a gastrointestinal problem for a year now and ever since the pregnancy I feel like it’s gotten worse because I’ve been pretty constipated so I feel like the combination of pains is adding up. Plus I’ve been nauseous and exhausted non-stop all day everyday for like 2 weeks now. At the sonogram she said I was measuring 6 weeks 1 day that day and she saw the heartbeat. I want to be as excited and hopeful as my boyfriend and best friend but I’ve been having a really hard time. I always feel like somethings gonna go wrong, like I’m not actually pregnant or just not gonna get a baby out of this pregnancy either. My mom miscarried a lot but said she never did once there was a heartbeat which helped a little but I still don’t know. I’m now about to be 6 weeks 6 days in a few hours but all I do is worry. All everyone ever tells me when I talk to them about this is that it’s all gonna be fine. I want to believe it but it’s so hard. Idk what to do.

Edit: Thank you all for your prayers it means a lot, but that is not something I myself can fall on for comfort as I’m agnostic...