Abortion

So I was raped and beaten really bad I’m only 13 I haven’t had my period in two months I know I’m pregnant but I don’t want it I feel sick everyday I can’t eat I can’t have a baby I know I’m only 13 and pregnant but I haven’t told anyone I’m not even in to guys I have a whole girlfriend i know this is short but I can’t get in to detail without breakdown in tears and I’m don’t cry and I’m a little on edge I have really bad mental illness and I do drug to calm me down and I can’t do that my parents don’t know my girlfriend parents I feel like that should have been my home I tell them everything except this they will freak if they knew I was using and that why I raped they would be mad I’m scared