Back story: I have 2 kids from a previous relationship and I’m now with a different man. I’ve been with him for some time now and am wanting at least one more baby. And soon so my kids are close in age.

What do you do when your heart tells you that you want another baby but the man your with is absolutely against it? Do you settle for never getting to feel those little flutter kicks again, never getting to see a baby grow inside of you again, never getting to live through birthing another blessing into this world and seeing your every being in their face.....

Or do you move on? And even though you think you love this man, you close that chapter and hope to find someone who wants that same feeling as you? Someone who wants to go through the journey of pregnancy and supports your wishes 100%?

I’m just...I don’t know. I’m in a very low emotional place right now and I’m faced with a decision that is weighing my heart down.

Side note: I COMPLETELY understand I have to understand and respect his wants/ non-wants for children. I get it. But as for me, I have to stay true to myself as well.