I really don’t know why I’m putting this on here

My boyfriend and I have never had sex. I always try to please him in other ways. I feel bad because I’m a virgin and I really don’t feel like having sex. Today we had a conversation and he said that he misses having that with someone. I’ve told him multiple times I’m not ready.

I feel bad because I can’t give him what he wants. I don’t know what to do anymore. Should I just end it so he can do what he needs to do and so I can focus on my own life? I feel I’ve done all I can. I just feel guilty. Thanks for listening! -20 year old that wants to wait