Freaking out currently

Maybee • 👶 💙 = 2018, 👶 😇 x2 = 2020, 😇 x 2 = 2021, 👶🌈=?

7 weeks with baby #2 - started with light pink spotting this afternoon that went away.

Started up again this evening, light but now has turned dark red with some clumps. Still not full on bleeding - it’s just there when I wipe after peeing.

I am so scared/worried/heartbroken/everything/ that I am having a miscarriage.

Other than the spotting, I feel fine, physically- no other symptoms. I can’t go to my local hospital because someone died there of Coronavirus yesterday, so I feel I am putting myself at more risk by going.

Will wait until doctor’s office opens tomorrow morning. I haven’t even been seen by anyone yet for my pregnancy because I was told it was non urgent and it could wait.

Leaving this all in God’s hands tonight, ladies. I realize that there is nothing I can do at this point. Feel so sad 😞