Long story short my ex came to town last month texted me, said he wanted to hang, told him I have a boyfriend, he said the real reason he wanted to meet up was to get back together because he’s still into me, we decided to give some space and let him figure out what he wants to do.

Now I love my boyfriend I really do, but ever since this happened I’ve been in a crazy amount of pain. I don’t know why I care, I’m happy in my current relationship, but it’s still bothering me. We broke up 2 years ago, and since for most of it I thought he wanted nothing to do with me romantically cuz hed say flirty things and then follow it up with how much he didn’t mean it that way and that he didn’t want a relationship. I was okay with that I came to understand that we weren’t gonna get back together, now I’m settled in a fantastic relationship and instead of not giving a shit I’m aching the way I did when we broke up. Sometimes I find myself wishing he was here and I fucking hate it

I’d finally found a way to be happy and breathe without my ex, I finally got this aching pain to go away and just like that it’s back. I don’t know what to do, it hurts like fucking hell and I need it to stop. It’s fucking with my relationship and I don’t want this relationship destroyed because of this.