I wish we could have our rainbow baby 💔🌈

We lost our baby on the 22/12/19 I was bleeding for 4wks then ever since I’ve had 2 normal AF but still can’t fall it took me 10yrs to fall with this little peanut and I don’t want to wait that long again 😭😭 does anyone have any tips or anything We’ve had every test possible we both have children from previous relationships but just can’t seem to have any of our own 😢 each month my heart aches when AF comes around