Had my first abortion and struggling

I just had my first abortion. I was 6 weeks. I didn’t plan on getting pregnant, and I have a supportive partner. My biggest issue with keeping the baby was this pandemic that’s happening. Hospitals are trying to limit who’s there, diabetes runs in my family and I didn’t want to chance becoming diabetic while pregnant, and end up getting the virus. We have no idea how this virus affects us or our babies long term and I didn’t want to be the guinea pigs. I would’ve kept the baby had this global epidemic never happened, but in my opinion it was just too risky. My partner would’ve missed out on so much since our hospitals are limiting who can be at your appointments. I would’ve had to do so much alone. I’m feeling SO awful and guilty, especially because I wouldn’t have chosen that option in any other scenario. I just wanted to vent. Any words of encouragement would help 💔