Hi everybody!

I‘m really struggling at the moment and I‘ve noticed that a lot of people seem to share their experiences here, so I was hoping to get input of someone who struggles with mental health problems themself. So I‘ve started my first ever job last year (1 year and a few months that I‘ve been there) after graduating from college. It is quite a stressful job, they put a lot of pressurenon their staff but in general I like the work in itself. Unfortunately there is a coworker (kind of superior) and this person is really abusing their power... some of my other coworkers already said that what she does is known as „bossing“ so a form of mobbing and it is just mentally really damaging... I‘ve made a lot of progress, didn‘t self harm as much, didn‘t have those awful suicidal thoughts, etc but in the last few weeks everything came back and I feel that all my progress is lost... I have real bad anger outburst at the slightest thing going wrong and I feel like I have absolutely no control over my emotions anymore... So I wanted to know if it’s because of my BPD that I just can’t handle this kind of stuff or idk... I feel empty and lost again and I don‘t know what to do... I thought I might give this a shot... (sorry if my English is not always correct) - thank you in advance!